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Hello everyone~ C:
As you've probably noted (due to again an absence haha!) I've had a pretty shitty few months haha 8D And it's been one thing after the other. But fuck it. Learned a LOT of good lessons these months too~ Mainly that some people really don't deserve to have me as their friend, and they prove it in the worst of ways haha 8D I'm glad that I've actually gotten to a point where I can realize my own self-worth (huge for me, I'm not even kidding here xD Normally I'd blame myself for everything, even when it wasn't my fault
) ENOUGH to say such a thing. To realize that some people are just ungrateful as hell for all the things you do for them, and how good a friend you may have been to them, for whatever period of time they were around lol. And that it is NOT /my/ fault for a change. It's the fault of those who expect me to be as fake as they are, HAHA! Yeah. I rather be friendless and real, than fake just to look good in front of others. :3 *shrug* And, working on the very EPIC suggestion of a very REAL/HONEST friend (whom I like very much 8DD I'm sure you know who you are ^^,) I have this little statement to put forth to anyone reading this:
I want everyone to be real with me as I am with everyone. Honest. 100 Percent. If you ask me "how are you" but you really don't want to hear the answer (unless it's a fake/happy answer) ...then please just DON'T ask it. Does that make you a bad person? Does that make me not want to be your friend, if you don't ask me how I'm doing when I ask you? NOT AT ALL. xD I rather be the one listening to (and helping with) OTHER PEOPLE'S issues, tbh. But when you ask me how I'm doing (and for the few people who really DO care about the truthful answer when they ask me it, and don't mind to hear the sad truths haha, god you mean the world to me <;3;>
) expect a completely honest rply, even if that reply is something insane like "I want to take a chainsaw to my FACE right now 8D" xD (Dramatic example for the lulz!) Not that I THINK anyone whom I talk to currently DOESN'T care, etc. (please keep this very much in mind! ) I'm just saying it. Just to put it out there. FINALLY. For good. Because it's been never since I've had the self-esteem and self-value enough to even think to say such a blunt statement, that will save both you AND me a lot of fucking grief in the future. You know? C: Because I'm done dealing with fake people. I am so fucking dooone. HAHA! From now on anyone even remotely fake can GTFO my face ASAP, plzktnxbye 
I rather have you tell me "I don't care" than say "I do care" and secretly resent me behind my back for who knows how long before it all comes to the surface in a very cruel explosion. :3
Don't need to deal with that ever again!
*cough*
OKAY! Now we've got that little shit outta the way~ (And have hopefully made a long-lasting point XD)
EVERYONE TELL ME WHAT YOU'VE BEEN UP TO~~ GO GO GO. TELL MEEEE!! I WANNA KNOOOW ^^ Oh and now I have a really good motivator to finish/post new drawings, so LET'S SEE IF IT HAPPENS THIS TIME.
FO SRS NOW.
LMAO
xD
I SWEAR I'M TRYING GUISE. I'M TRYINGGGG~
Oh btw, I've got a dislocated finger now. I think it's permanent, rly xDD But at least it doesn't hurt as much as it did at first, YEAH. Plus the popping out of the bone is kinna kewl looking xDD BATTLE SCARSSSS~~
Oh and something tots random: DOES ANYONE READING THIS PLAY AN ANDROID GAME CALLED "FANTASICA" ? U:...I'm fucking obsessed with it, omg. xD;;; IT EATS MY LIEF
As you've probably noted (due to again an absence haha!) I've had a pretty shitty few months haha 8D And it's been one thing after the other. But fuck it. Learned a LOT of good lessons these months too~ Mainly that some people really don't deserve to have me as their friend, and they prove it in the worst of ways haha 8D I'm glad that I've actually gotten to a point where I can realize my own self-worth (huge for me, I'm not even kidding here xD Normally I'd blame myself for everything, even when it wasn't my fault
) ENOUGH to say such a thing. To realize that some people are just ungrateful as hell for all the things you do for them, and how good a friend you may have been to them, for whatever period of time they were around lol. And that it is NOT /my/ fault for a change. It's the fault of those who expect me to be as fake as they are, HAHA! Yeah. I rather be friendless and real, than fake just to look good in front of others. :3 *shrug* And, working on the very EPIC suggestion of a very REAL/HONEST friend (whom I like very much 8DD I'm sure you know who you are ^^,) I have this little statement to put forth to anyone reading this:I want everyone to be real with me as I am with everyone. Honest. 100 Percent. If you ask me "how are you" but you really don't want to hear the answer (unless it's a fake/happy answer) ...then please just DON'T ask it. Does that make you a bad person? Does that make me not want to be your friend, if you don't ask me how I'm doing when I ask you? NOT AT ALL. xD I rather be the one listening to (and helping with) OTHER PEOPLE'S issues, tbh. But when you ask me how I'm doing (and for the few people who really DO care about the truthful answer when they ask me it, and don't mind to hear the sad truths haha, god you mean the world to me <;3;>
) expect a completely honest rply, even if that reply is something insane like "I want to take a chainsaw to my FACE right now 8D" xD (Dramatic example for the lulz!) Not that I THINK anyone whom I talk to currently DOESN'T care, etc. (please keep this very much in mind! ) I'm just saying it. Just to put it out there. FINALLY. For good. Because it's been never since I've had the self-esteem and self-value enough to even think to say such a blunt statement, that will save both you AND me a lot of fucking grief in the future. You know? C: Because I'm done dealing with fake people. I am so fucking dooone. HAHA! From now on anyone even remotely fake can GTFO my face ASAP, plzktnxbye I rather have you tell me "I don't care" than say "I do care" and secretly resent me behind my back for who knows how long before it all comes to the surface in a very cruel explosion. :3
Don't need to deal with that ever again!
*cough*
OKAY! Now we've got that little shit outta the way~ (And have hopefully made a long-lasting point XD)
EVERYONE TELL ME WHAT YOU'VE BEEN UP TO~~ GO GO GO. TELL MEEEE!! I WANNA KNOOOW ^^ Oh and now I have a really good motivator to finish/post new drawings, so LET'S SEE IF IT HAPPENS THIS TIME.
FO SRS NOW.
LMAO
xDI SWEAR I'M TRYING GUISE. I'M TRYINGGGG~
Oh btw, I've got a dislocated finger now. I think it's permanent, rly xDD But at least it doesn't hurt as much as it did at first, YEAH. Plus the popping out of the bone is kinna kewl looking xDD BATTLE SCARSSSS~~
Oh and something tots random: DOES ANYONE READING THIS PLAY AN ANDROID GAME CALLED "FANTASICA" ? U:...I'm fucking obsessed with it, omg. xD;;; IT EATS MY LIEF
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DO EET BU
2 min read
Did this quiz for my good mate 
8D And it maeks me post it at the end, and, liek, VICIOUS CIRCLES OMAHGAAH 
BTW this shit's just for fun, of course, so plz don't take any of the q's too srsly, especially the romance ones. Ewwww ewww xD /fyve
What Would You Do If...
I died:
I kissed you:
I fell:
I lived next door to you:
I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
I stole something:
I was murdered:
I cried:
I asked you to marry me:
I was hospitalized:
~Would you~
Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Study with me?:
Cook for me?:
Love me?:
Date me?:
~More ~
When and how did we meet?:
Describe me in three words:
What was your first impression of me?:
What do you think of me now?:
What reminds you of me?:
Could you see us together forever?:
When's the last time you saw me?:
Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:
END 8D
ASIDE OF THIS, I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
NOTHING.
NOTHIIIIINNNGGGGG!!!
*SCREAAAMMMMM*
XD
8D And it maeks me post it at the end, and, liek, VICIOUS CIRCLES OMAHGAAH BTW this shit's just for fun, of course, so plz don't take any of the q's too srsly, especially the romance ones. Ewwww ewww xD /fyve
What Would You Do If...
I died:
I kissed you:
I fell:
I lived next door to you:
I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
I stole something:
I was murdered:
I cried:
I asked you to marry me:
I was hospitalized:
~Would you~
Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Study with me?:
Cook for me?:
Love me?:
Date me?:
~More ~
When and how did we meet?:
Describe me in three words:
What was your first impression of me?:
What do you think of me now?:
What reminds you of me?:
Could you see us together forever?:
When's the last time you saw me?:
Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:
END 8D
ASIDE OF THIS, I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
NOTHING.
NOTHIIIIINNNGGGGG!!!
*SCREAAAMMMMM*
XD
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LOL FFFF U:
7 min read
So trying to improve and change my style is proving AMAZINGLY raeg inducing xD But I think it's working little by little...idfk >> Anyways, in the meantime, I've decided to try to work on/finish up some REALLY AMAZINGLY OLD WIPs I've had rotting on my HD forever
I'm not even exaggerating xD
The oldest WIP I'd like to eventually finish was last worked in 2009 So...YEAH. Ancient xD But anyways, they'll all be heavily retouched as much as possible to get them up to a little less SHAMEFUL standard :'D Currently working on a pic that was left at 90percent done-nesss since last MAY. 
I have to do so much retouching and fixing of anatomy on it (as best as I can, considering the shit was already lined and painted xD; ) that this is more a PAINTOVER than a retouch. But whatevez. Apparently I've learnt a bit more of anatomy and colorings, but idk. Feels like a trap to me. I DUN BELIEVES BU
Will hopefully be posting those old re-touched pics soon-ish. (And for me, soon-ish is like in a MONTH or smtng LOLOL;;; /SLOW AS A DEADTURTLESNAIL) I mean, YEAH. Because anything "new-new" is a long way off haha;;; As I get the ANGRY FEELS whenever I'm working on something new now, as I'm actually trying to push my skills upward and have to keep thinking of all the new style changes I'm trying to make, etc :'D But yus...working on new stuff too tho >3> Hope to improve one day to be as good as my art idols~~ <;3;>
Aside of that, I really need to stop reading creepypastas and watching horror films. SHIT'S GETTING TO MY HEAD SO MUCH LOL x,D;;; TOTALLY FREAKING OUT AT LITTLE THINGS NOW. And I kept thinking I saw Jeff The Killer in the corner while I was hazily half-awake /DIESSSSS. GOOD THING I DUN HAS NIGHTSTAND
And since I'm out of shit to say, HERE'S A POINTLESS QUIZZ. YOU KNOW I LOVE THESE. YOU KNOW THEY WERE SOON TO COME AGAIN. YES. YES. SO MUCH YES. /shot
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal (including the instructions, so that other people can understand what it is about).
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
< b > Bold < / b >
3. Whatever you don't bold are false
001. I like laser pointers
002. I don't drink water
003. I believe in world peace
004. I sleep with a plushie
005. I'm ambidextrous
006. People accept me how I am <---some do, many don't. Thus I figured to italicize it as well xD
007. I'm addict to anime/manga <---like some, not addicted tho U: Used to beee xD So no bold U:
008. I speak 1337 better than english
009. I'm daltonic <---IDFK WHAT THAT IS.
010. I don't like mirrors <---Hate them, but compelled to look in them whenever I pass one and seehow fugly I am xD;;
011. I play card games (Magic, Pokemon, Yu-Gi-Oh...)
012. Puppy eyes melt my heart
013. I have more than one pet
014. I love chocolate <---like it, but only when in a mood for it U:
015. I can type faster than I speak
016. My heart is easier to break than my bones
017. I collect things (specify what) <---Random shit, rocks, metal things like nuts and bolts I find outside, keychains, scarsss~ xD
018. I don't trust people
019. I have a lucky number <---sorta. Don't consider it lucky, just like certain numbers
020. I'm afraid of knives
021. I start too much projects and never finish them
022. I have more than one piercing
023. I can't see anything without my glasses on
024. I play chess
025. I have lied to protect other people
026. I am vegetarian
027. I know the future <---not literally, but I know it'll be shitty for me, and it always is xD;
028. I prefer books than movies <---I like both :3 And if I read the book, I'll watch the movie, and if I watch the movie, I'll read the book xD
029. I love to draw <--LIKE/HATE relationship here xD
030. I don't have brothers
031. My handwriting is unreadable
032. I believe in extraterrestrial life
033. I don't use Google
034. I can't live without my cellphone <---Unless I'm forced to, like when mine broke >__<;
035. I always wear a cap
036. I have more diskettes than books
037. I've never seen a snow day
038. I'm not religious
039. I can understand graffiti tags
040. I'm not afraid of death <---except when it comes to things I care about...then I worry about them dying so much ><;
041. I go to the bathroom more than 7 times a day <---LOL I DRINK LIEK 2GALLONS OF WATER A DAY. SO. YEAH. /shot
042. I believe the government is into a conspiracy
043. I love videogames
044. I'm an activist for the defense of nature
045. I'm a moody person
046. I always carry a weapon with myself
047. I prefer cold than hot
048. I look for known shapes in the clouds <---I OFTEN SEE DRAGONS AND BIRD SHAPED ONESS 8DD
049. My Internet connection sucks <---It's usually been pretty good, but lately...>___________>
050. I rarely go to the cinema
051. I'm happy
052. I have insomnia
053. I have/want tattoos
054. I don't know what people expect from me
055. I'm unbeatable in domino
056. I don't like IMs (Instant Messengers, like MSN or Yahoo)
057. Horror movies scare me
058. I used to eat non-toxic glue
059. I feel rather than think <---only sometimes, liek if I'm raeging or rly upset haha xD
060. I use Firefox and always tell everyone else to use it
061. I have hope
062. I have a car
063. I remember what I dream
064. I don't need to use Liquid Paper/ Corrector Pen <--for whut?
065. I'm patriotic
066. I worship the devil <---of course this question comes up on "66" xDD *adds another 6*
067. I hate Windows XP
068. I like solving crossword puzzles
069. I have a social life
070. I always read the newspaper
071. I checked the box to avoid seeing mature content in dA
072. My I.Q. is above 160 <---fuck if I know lol
073. I like mexican food
074. I don't give a good impression
075. I get bored easily
076. I'm passing through a period of changes
077. I hate taking a bath
078. I can't go out without makeup
079. I don't know what RAM is
080. I like to talk about politics
081. I have a third eye <--WHUT.
082. I'm uninteresting
083. I have a Blog
084. I have to take pills
085. I have lots of CDs
086. I always have a dictionary at hand
087. I'm tired of this quiz
088. I care about copyright protection
089. My computer is older than me
090. I have an obsession
091. I see dead people <---LOL
092. I drink tea
093. I have a good memory <---sometimes
094. I've never been to a concert
095. I enter to my house through the window <---OMG! SOUNDS FUN THO xD
096. When I was a child, I wanted to be an astronaut
097. I don't watch TV
098. I'm irresistible
099. I have invisible friends
100. I love deviantART <---love my friends on here, at least <3
END
I go work on that horribly old pic now xD BAI
I'm not even exaggerating xD
The oldest WIP I'd like to eventually finish was last worked in 2009
So...YEAH. Ancient xD But anyways, they'll all be heavily retouched as much as possible to get them up to a little less SHAMEFUL standard :'D Currently working on a pic that was left at 90percent done-nesss since last MAY. I have to do so much retouching and fixing of anatomy on it (as best as I can, considering the shit was already lined and painted xD; ) that this is more a PAINTOVER than a retouch. But whatevez. Apparently I've learnt a bit more of anatomy and colorings, but idk. Feels like a trap to me. I DUN BELIEVES BU Will hopefully be posting those old re-touched pics soon-ish. (And for me, soon-ish is like in a MONTH or smtng LOLOL;;; /SLOW AS A DEADTURTLESNAIL) I mean, YEAH. Because anything "new-new" is a long way off haha;;; As I get the ANGRY FEELS whenever I'm working on something new now, as I'm actually trying to push my skills upward and have to keep thinking of all the new style changes I'm trying to make, etc :'D But yus...working on new stuff too tho >3> Hope to improve one day to be as good as my art idols~~ <;3;>
Aside of that, I really need to stop reading creepypastas and watching horror films. SHIT'S GETTING TO MY HEAD SO MUCH LOL x,D;;; TOTALLY FREAKING OUT AT LITTLE THINGS NOW. And I kept thinking I saw Jeff The Killer in the corner while I was hazily half-awake /DIESSSSS. GOOD THING I DUN HAS NIGHTSTAND
And since I'm out of shit to say, HERE'S A POINTLESS QUIZZ. YOU KNOW I LOVE THESE. YOU KNOW THEY WERE SOON TO COME AGAIN. YES. YES. SO MUCH YES. /shot
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal (including the instructions, so that other people can understand what it is about).
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
< b > Bold < / b >
3. Whatever you don't bold are false
001. I like laser pointers
002. I don't drink water
003. I believe in world peace
004. I sleep with a plushie
005. I'm ambidextrous
006. People accept me how I am <---some do, many don't. Thus I figured to italicize it as well xD
007. I'm addict to anime/manga <---like some, not addicted tho U: Used to beee xD So no bold U:
008. I speak 1337 better than english
009. I'm daltonic <---IDFK WHAT THAT IS.
010. I don't like mirrors <---Hate them, but compelled to look in them whenever I pass one and seehow fugly I am xD;;
011. I play card games (Magic, Pokemon, Yu-Gi-Oh...)
012. Puppy eyes melt my heart
013. I have more than one pet
014. I love chocolate <---like it, but only when in a mood for it U:
015. I can type faster than I speak
016. My heart is easier to break than my bones
017. I collect things (specify what) <---Random shit, rocks, metal things like nuts and bolts I find outside, keychains, scarsss~ xD
018. I don't trust people
019. I have a lucky number <---sorta. Don't consider it lucky, just like certain numbers
020. I'm afraid of knives
021. I start too much projects and never finish them
022. I have more than one piercing
023. I can't see anything without my glasses on
024. I play chess
025. I have lied to protect other people
026. I am vegetarian
027. I know the future <---not literally, but I know it'll be shitty for me, and it always is xD;
028. I prefer books than movies <---I like both :3 And if I read the book, I'll watch the movie, and if I watch the movie, I'll read the book xD
029. I love to draw <--LIKE/HATE relationship here xD
030. I don't have brothers
031. My handwriting is unreadable
032. I believe in extraterrestrial life
033. I don't use Google
034. I can't live without my cellphone <---Unless I'm forced to, like when mine broke >__<;
035. I always wear a cap
036. I have more diskettes than books
037. I've never seen a snow day
038. I'm not religious
039. I can understand graffiti tags
040. I'm not afraid of death <---except when it comes to things I care about...then I worry about them dying so much ><;
041. I go to the bathroom more than 7 times a day <---LOL I DRINK LIEK 2GALLONS OF WATER A DAY. SO. YEAH. /shot
042. I believe the government is into a conspiracy
043. I love videogames
044. I'm an activist for the defense of nature
045. I'm a moody person
046. I always carry a weapon with myself
047. I prefer cold than hot
048. I look for known shapes in the clouds <---I OFTEN SEE DRAGONS AND BIRD SHAPED ONESS 8DD
049. My Internet connection sucks <---It's usually been pretty good, but lately...>___________>
050. I rarely go to the cinema
051. I'm happy
052. I have insomnia
053. I have/want tattoos
054. I don't know what people expect from me
055. I'm unbeatable in domino
056. I don't like IMs (Instant Messengers, like MSN or Yahoo)
057. Horror movies scare me
058. I used to eat non-toxic glue
059. I feel rather than think <---only sometimes, liek if I'm raeging or rly upset haha xD
060. I use Firefox and always tell everyone else to use it
061. I have hope
062. I have a car
063. I remember what I dream
064. I don't need to use Liquid Paper/ Corrector Pen <--for whut?
065. I'm patriotic
066. I worship the devil <---of course this question comes up on "66" xDD *adds another 6*
067. I hate Windows XP
068. I like solving crossword puzzles
069. I have a social life
070. I always read the newspaper
071. I checked the box to avoid seeing mature content in dA
072. My I.Q. is above 160 <---fuck if I know lol
073. I like mexican food
074. I don't give a good impression
075. I get bored easily
076. I'm passing through a period of changes
077. I hate taking a bath
078. I can't go out without makeup
079. I don't know what RAM is
080. I like to talk about politics
081. I have a third eye <--WHUT.
082. I'm uninteresting
083. I have a Blog
084. I have to take pills
085. I have lots of CDs
086. I always have a dictionary at hand
087. I'm tired of this quiz
088. I care about copyright protection
089. My computer is older than me
090. I have an obsession
091. I see dead people <---LOL
092. I drink tea
093. I have a good memory <---sometimes
094. I've never been to a concert
095. I enter to my house through the window <---OMG! SOUNDS FUN THO xD
096. When I was a child, I wanted to be an astronaut
097. I don't watch TV
098. I'm irresistible
099. I have invisible friends
100. I love deviantART <---love my friends on here, at least <3
END
I go work on that horribly old pic now xD BAI
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OH GOD WHAT IS THAT DDD:
4 min read
I KEEP HEARING THIS BANGING IN THE DARK HOUSE. ITZ FUCKING TERRIFYING x,D ALL THE ANIMALS KEEP STARING OUT THE DOOR AT IT AND I RAN AND LOCKED THE DOOR AND NOW I'M TOO SCARED TO GO PEE OH GAHD OH GAHD. THE BANGING HAPPENED EARLIER TOO. IT'S NOT RLY A BANGING. MORE LIKE A CREEPY KNOCKING ON THE WALL SOMEWHERE. IDFK WHAT IT CAN BE!! It's 3am now...so I doubt anyone's LOLHANGINGPAINTINGS at this hour. I've been watching a lot of horror films lately too...so...LOL THIS ISN'T HELPING ME;;;; 
*cough*
Okay, aside of that xD
I really want to post new art OH GAHD OH GAHD. I FINISH THINGS SO SLOWLY THOUGH FFFFF. And since I'm trying to improve/work on my style/etc. it's even SLOWER GOING than usual...<@__@> At this rate I'll never post anything again lolol XD OH WELL RIGHT LOL.
OH FFF. I was going to post a journal about how that concert I went to was, but then I procrastinated it so much and...IDK. Now I just changed my mind. All you need to know is it was LIKE THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIEEEEFFF 
Andy Biersack. BVB. William Control. SOME OTHER BAND IDFK WHO THEY WERE BUT I LIKED THEM LOL.. 
ARRRR...I get giddy and hyper just tnking about itttt x,D BVB and William Control are playing my home city on the 25th. I was trying my best to get there, because I just love BVB so muuuchhhh...and William Control was AMAZING too. Plus. You know. HOME 
. But well, my plan was crushed into a million pieces and spat on...I don't rly want to go into it here, meh...I'm never going to see my home city again. Sometimes I truly believe that...
Anyways, moving on! :'D Thanks to my amazing mate
's epic livestreams lately, (of which it's been a miracle of the heavens I've managed to catch xD USUALLY I'M ASLEEP AT ALL THESE HOURS LOLOLOL |D;;; ) I've gotten the urge to MAYBE (keyword: A HUGE MAYBE. LIKE. HUGER THAN HUGER. LYK. BLUE WHALE HUGE LOL.) try a livestream of my own. But I wonder if anyone would actually COME to it x,D;; Probably not D: There's no way I could, like, draw in front of ppl like everyone seems to do in their streams most times xD I'd just color a pre-prepared lineart of mine U: Once the lines are a little acceptable, it gets a bit less shameful to show the public xDD Even tho my coloring "way" is rly random and includes a fuck ton of undoing and just WORHWOHR and we won't actually GET anywhere with it, I can guarantee you... XD;;;;; But ya. Idk U: Just tossing the idea out there, see if anyone would be interested in killing some hrs with me on Livestream someday haha~ Willing to listen to my insanely random music and chat with me and look at my super deadturtlesnail slow colorings of ugly linearts that fail XD (And maybe if i get courageous enough, other things will happen. Like random sketchings. PROLLY NOT THO SORRY XD; ) So YEAH. THAT. 
And that's assuming this piece of shit computer can handle such a thing. LOLOLOL. It can't even handle a higher resolution drawing. LOL. FFFFFFF.
OH GOD MY BACK ITCHES BUT I CAN'T REACH.
...
...
...
...I dunno what else to write about |D;;;
*THINKINGTHINKING*
Ya, I got nothing U:
LOLBAI 8D *wayve and flies off* XD
P.S: This to my friends btw. This so much. <333 pbs.twimg.com/media/BAuL08-CIA…
MUSYMOOSHMOMENTLOL.
C:
*cough*
Okay, aside of that xD
I really want to post new art OH GAHD OH GAHD. I FINISH THINGS SO SLOWLY THOUGH FFFFF. And since I'm trying to improve/work on my style/etc. it's even SLOWER GOING than usual...<@__@> At this rate I'll never post anything again lolol XD OH WELL RIGHT LOL.
OH FFF. I was going to post a journal about how that concert I went to was, but then I procrastinated it so much and...IDK. Now I just changed my mind.
All you need to know is it was LIKE THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIEEEEFFF Andy Biersack. BVB. William Control. SOME OTHER BAND IDFK WHO THEY WERE BUT I LIKED THEM LOL.. ARRRR...I get giddy and hyper just tnking about itttt x,D BVB and William Control are playing my home city on the 25th. I was trying my best to get there, because I just love BVB so muuuchhhh...and William Control was AMAZING too. Plus. You know. HOME . But well, my plan was crushed into a million pieces and spat on...I don't rly want to go into it here, meh...I'm never going to see my home city again. Sometimes I truly believe that...Anyways, moving on! :'D Thanks to my amazing mate
's epic livestreams lately, (of which it's been a miracle of the heavens I've managed to catch xD USUALLY I'M ASLEEP AT ALL THESE HOURS LOLOLOL |D;;; ) I've gotten the urge to MAYBE (keyword: A HUGE MAYBE. LIKE. HUGER THAN HUGER. LYK. BLUE WHALE HUGE LOL.) try a livestream of my own. But I wonder if anyone would actually COME to it x,D;; Probably not D: There's no way I could, like, draw in front of ppl like everyone seems to do in their streams most times xD I'd just color a pre-prepared lineart of mine U: Once the lines are a little acceptable, it gets a bit less shameful to show the public xDD Even tho my coloring "way" is rly random and includes a fuck ton of undoing and just WORHWOHR and we won't actually GET anywhere with it, I can guarantee you... XD;;;;; But ya. Idk U: Just tossing the idea out there, see if anyone would be interested in killing some hrs with me on Livestream someday haha~ Willing to listen to my insanely random music and chat with me and look at my super deadturtlesnail slow colorings of ugly linearts that fail XD (And maybe if i get courageous enough, other things will happen. Like random sketchings. PROLLY NOT THO SORRY XD; ) So YEAH. THAT. And that's assuming this piece of shit computer can handle such a thing. LOLOLOL. It can't even handle a higher resolution drawing. LOL. FFFFFFF.OH GOD MY BACK ITCHES BUT I CAN'T REACH.
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*THINKINGTHINKING*
Ya, I got nothing U:
LOLBAI 8D *wayve and flies off* XD
P.S: This to my friends btw. This so much. <333 pbs.twimg.com/media/BAuL08-CIA…
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AOHEOHQH GUESS WAT 8D
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I GOT A NEW PHONE!! WHICH I MUST NAME ASAP HAHA 8D BUT FOR NOW HE WILL JUST BE "PHONE" XD 
IT HAPPENED WAYWAYWAY SOONER THAN I THOUGHT. OMG ITZ A LOLNEWYEAR'S MIRACLEEEEE WOHRWOHR ANYWAYS. IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO TXT OR KIK (LOL) ME. PLEASE LET ME KNOW 8DDD FRIENDS. STRANGERS. ACQUAINTANCES. CHEESEBURGERMONKEYPIEBIRDSSS~~ ANYONE XDDD 
Also, for those that don't know, KIK is a phone messanger (like txting but way better) which allows for FREE INTERNATIONAL TXTING 8DD So, if you're out of country (the U.S in my case,) and can download apps, and would like to talk to meee~ PLEASE GET IT. (EVEN IF YOU'RE IN THE US. I LIKE KIK WAY BETTER THAN TXT, TBH xD SO GET IT TOO! BUT IF YOU CANT. TXT IS JUST FINE SO DUN WURRY AT ALL <333 ) IT'S WONDERFUL. SUCH A GREAT APP XDD /haha sounds like a fucking promoter XD No but really >8C THEN TELL ME YOUR ID AND LETZ KIK EACH OTHER IN THE FAICE! xDDD 
*cough* In other news I need to go take a shower now and then repaint my nails, which will take forever since I suck at it lolol <_3_; Black Veil Brides concert today! :'D I. AM. SO. FOOKING. NERVOUS. lolol /social anxiety. SO MANY PPL. AND THEN SEEING ANDY BIERSACK IN THE SAME GENERAL SPACE AS ME. OH GOD. CAN'T TAKE IT. I'M LIVING OFF THREE HOURS OF SLEEP THROUGH THIS WHOLE FUCKING WEEK x,D;; /stressss.
WELL. THAT IS ALL FOR NOW. THIS JOURNAL'S PURPOSE HAS BEEN FULFILLED!
xDDDD
*FLIES*
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IT HAPPENED WAYWAYWAY SOONER THAN I THOUGHT. OMG ITZ A LOLNEWYEAR'S MIRACLEEEEE WOHRWOHR ANYWAYS. IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO TXT OR KIK (LOL) ME. PLEASE LET ME KNOW 8DDD FRIENDS. STRANGERS. ACQUAINTANCES. CHEESEBURGERMONKEYPIEBIRDSSS~~ ANYONE XDDD Also, for those that don't know, KIK is a phone messanger (like txting but way better) which allows for FREE INTERNATIONAL TXTING 8DD So, if you're out of country (the U.S in my case,) and can download apps, and would like to talk to meee~ PLEASE GET IT. (EVEN IF YOU'RE IN THE US. I LIKE KIK WAY BETTER THAN TXT, TBH xD SO GET IT TOO! BUT IF YOU CANT. TXT IS JUST FINE SO DUN WURRY AT ALL <333 ) IT'S WONDERFUL. SUCH A GREAT APP XDD /haha sounds like a fucking promoter XD No but really >8C THEN TELL ME YOUR ID AND LETZ KIK EACH OTHER IN THE FAICE! xDDD *cough* In other news I need to go take a shower now and then repaint my nails, which will take forever since I suck at it lolol <_3_; Black Veil Brides concert today! :'D I. AM. SO. FOOKING. NERVOUS. lolol /social anxiety. SO MANY PPL. AND THEN SEEING ANDY BIERSACK IN THE SAME GENERAL SPACE AS ME. OH GOD. CAN'T TAKE IT. I'M LIVING OFF THREE HOURS OF SLEEP THROUGH THIS WHOLE FUCKING WEEK x,D;; /stressss.
WELL. THAT IS ALL FOR NOW. THIS JOURNAL'S PURPOSE HAS BEEN FULFILLED!
xDDDD *FLIES*
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